Current mood:	depressed
Current music:	Smooth Techno (type)

What a night, what a night.
Wow, tonight, at work, it was a madhouse... Am just glad it is over.

Some thoughts...
There is this girl whome I have really really liked ever since I first really got to know her. We have known eachother for months now. I never really thought about it that much until a week or so ago, when I finally realized that my feelings for her were more then just wanting to be friends Now, I am 17 and she is turning 21 soon. I know nothing will ever happen. A few nights ago, I had to get it off my mind, so I told her. To my surprise she knew. She said it was obvious. She also said "You are right, nothing could or would ever happen". I have been kinda depressed the past few months and this just adds to it, lol. What should I do? Now I am 5' 4" and am not good looking. I mean, this has happened to me everytime I have had feelings for a girl, rejection. I guess this is the cause of my depression. Sucks doesn't it?