Depression worsens
I fear that my depression has taken on a whole new stage. It really sucks, because I haven't been happy or in a good mood in weeks. I have really been thinking a lot of stuff over these past weeks. Pondering on my life in general. The thoughts I am thinking are sometimes scary, going as far as suicide. Now, I could never actually go through with it (or so I hope), but it is scary that something like that would even come across my mind. It really really sucks, considering nothing makes me happy anymore. Not gaming, not joking around with friends, nothing, nada... The only people that lighten my spirits are my co-workers. My pharmacist and fellow technicians make my day worth living... =D See? haha.
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hawkins123) wrote,
depressed
